A journey through the event horizon.
esoteric (es'oh-ter'ik) –adjective 1. understood by or meant for only the select few who have special knowledge or interest. 2. belonging to the select few. 3. private; secret; confidential. 4. intended to be revealed only to the initiates of a group. Gk esoterikós inner; eso, within.
As a visitor to this page you are invited to embark upon a journey
You will be enlightened.
through the event horizon, to a place populated by all manner of
things that eat into my time.
Some of these things arouse a passion deep within me,
while others invade my consiousness
during the stillness of the small, dark hours.
And then, there are those other things
that simply pique my interest at a more ephemeral level.
Perhaps along the way you will learn something
or maybe even recognise some interest we share.
All I ask, as you traverse these pages,
is that you keep an open mind and a lightness of heart
and by the end of the road you will be closer
to understanding what makes me tick.
Memories bright and gleaming.
Watch as sinuous thoughts meander aimlessly through the abyss of my mind.
Gossamer strands of sanity seek to hold sway over the tensile, tendrils of chaos that abound.
Witness the spark of motivation smothered by the fear of failure.
Avoid the chasm of jumped conclusions.
Ignore the id and visit the ego; inflated by your presence,
Take time to wander the myriad corridors, halls and chambers.
Experience the chamber of echoes where every word you ever uttered,
Experience the comfort of sincerity,
Behold the hall of mirrors where every reflection is an image of you.
To know me is to own me,
Esoteric By Design.
To a lonely place,
Where hopes and dreams and aspirations,coexist,
With doubts and fears and insecurities.
Memories dark and brooding.
See them coalesce into ideas, or dissipate into unconsidered obscurity.
Observe the twinkle of desire dulled by the fear of rejection.
Bypass the mountain of what might have been.
Forget the mist of lost faith.
So fragile to your neglect.
Sense the vulnerability and tread carefully.
Prepare to be disturbed!
resides
and
resounds.
The mystery of contrived ambiguity.
Behold the retina of my soul.
And so I must remain,